Mixed Emotions

I was just pretending that I ain’t saw your lies. Tumhari eye ka eyeliner bi kehra, that you’re lying. Posting pics for someone,damn you kept me on hide. Mera hoodie and make-up on your face, what are you trying? Arrived at my home 12 a.m. midnight thoda sad hogya tha, toh mai bi hogya phir high. Chupani apni aankhe koi na dekhe mujhe bhai. Mai bi ab paranoid bharosa kisi par na bhai. I know that there is something in my head and it keeps me haunting. Raaton ko aankhe lagne nhi deti. Kon hai ye? Kaha se hai ayi? Saari raat jaga maine sahi chizo ko jaladia. Pakdo mujhe mai he vo jo bas hai bhaage raha. Should I run? Should I burn? The blunt my demons are rolling for me. Dhundo mujhe akela mai aadhi raaton mei khoya hua. Worst times ten times I’ve poisoned my plate. Voice said don’t get too attached to your bed. In my car, I sit in the dark, wishing cigar. I’m too sad. My demons cemented my legs. I do wanna run away. I’m bleeding all emotions attack my back. Pehni apni fav chain, now I ain’t feeling no sad Black nailpaints bheje stupid energy to my head. My nails aren’t in good shape. Curse this depression I have. They left me for no reason ab toh adat hogyi hai. Penchante mujhe nahi hai, phir bhi baatein karein hai. Bulaake paas mai dur karu ye awfayein faili hai. Kya chaha maine khudse inhe pata he nhi hai. I know that there is something in my head and it keeps me haunting. Raaton ko aankhe nhi lagne deti. Kon hai ye? Kaha se hai ayi? Na na na na……….. Na na na na…….